The 5th Wave by Rick Yancey

okay so josh let me borrow this book and i wasnt going to read it at first but then i was like why not so i did and now it is 8:40 on a saturday night and i have just finished this book and i have decided to blog about it.
what does that say about me
that speaks volumes
it is a saturday night on a 6 day weekend
i need a life
but anyway you probably dont want to hear about my life (or lack of one) so yeah

Summary:

so basically what happened is there are these aliens, and they are invading earth and  they invaded in waves so the first wave was that all the electronics broke, the second was an earthquake/tidal wave, the third was a disease carried by birds that basically killed you and made blood come out of your eyes and nose, and the fourth was that the aliens could inhabit peoples bodies. so all these have happened and cassie is alone and being stalked by an alien in a persons body. her brother is being held captive by these people, and with him is benjamin parish, the boy that cassie kind of sort of had a thing for before.. you know... the alien apocalypse. so she ends up falling in love with the alien in the persons body who happens to be stalking her and she is simultaneously still having her kind of sort of thing for benjamin parish who did not even know she existed and in fact did not recognize her when she succeeded in rescuing sammy (her brother) from the aliens. but while cassie was making out with evan and looking for sammy, ben a) became very close to her brother and b) became very close to another girl named Ringer and im not exacly sure who ends up with whom. and this summary is pretty short and it leaves out a lot of stuff but its basically the story

My Overall Opinion:

6/10 it was pretty good but it was basically a combination of enders game and the host. it was pretty well written and the story was interesting ish but most of the time i couldnt even tell where it was going. i didnt like that in the beginning she basically let a man die because he wasnt ben parish and then later when she meets up with ben theyre running away from some aliens and he offers her his hand and she goes im not sure if i would have taken it if it was anyone elses. like nO THIS IS AN ALIEN APOCALYPSE THIS IS NOT THE TIME OR PLACE TO BE THINKING ABOUT THIS KIND OF SORT OF THING YOU HAD FOR THIS BOY WHO DIDNT EVEN KNOW YOU EXISTED.  pretty much cassies never ending obsession with ben parish bothered me the whole time and just in general she was so irritating. i liked ringer a lot because of this scene (when she was first introduced): 

When i look up again, she's heading for the showers with a towel thrown over her shoulder. She pauses at the door. "if anybody in this squad touches me, ill kill them."

there's nothing menacing or funny about the way she says it. as if shes stating a fact, like its cold outside. 

"ill spread the word," i say 

"and when im in the shower, off limits. total privacy."

"roger that. anything else?"

i shake my head. holler at the boys, "any of you pervs play chess?"

"No," flint calls back, "but if shes in the mood for some strip poker-"

it happens before i can get two inches off the mattress; flint on the ground, holding his throat, kicking his legs like a stomped on bug, Ringer standing over him.

"also no demeaning, sexist, pseudo-macho remarks" 

LIKE YOU GO GIRL HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE HER SHES THE ONLY GIRL IN THE SQUAD AND SHES BETTER WITH A GUN THAN ALL THE BOYS COMBINED AND SHE KNOWS IT AND SHE IS NOT INTIMIDATED BY THEM AT ALL 

she reminded me a lot of alaska from looking for alaska by john green but more... you know... alien apocalypse - y 

yeah so thats basically it. and heres the cover: 

its pretty ish but it doesnt say anything about the book like it could be a modern rendition of red riding hood or it could be a romeo juliet story and you wouldnt be able to tell 

Gone, by Michael Grant

yeah so i know i did my blog presentation on this (and made a complete idiot out of myself but its okay because most of you already know that im an idiot and if you dont then wow look at that you learned something today) but i want to do a post on it to so im going to cuz this is my blog dont tell me what to do so yeah basically this book is called gone and its by michael grant and its the first book in a series of 6 (gone hunger lies plague fear light) and maryam introduced me to these books and theyre soo amazing but theyre not very deep and metaphorical in a john green kind of a way its more like a hunger games kind of a way but slightly less but similar. and itS KIND OF HARD TO SHIP THINGS WHEN EVERYONE IS DEAD (hehe all my friends are dead) (literally) (ohmYGOD WHAT HAVE I DONE THAT WAS HORRIBLE IM CRYING NO THAT JOKE WAS NOT WORTH THE FEELS OH DEAR)
but anyway if you dont want to read the whole thing just skip to the end and answer the questions okay bc im curious

Summary:

so basically what happens is theres this tiny little town called perdido beach and it has a nuclear power plant but sometimes people call it fallout alley because earlier a meteor hit the plant and a bunch of radiation leaked into the ground and what happens is magically everyone over the age of 15 pops out of the town and everyone under the age of 15 is trapped in this dome that surrounds the town. but once you turn 15 you have the choice to pop out or not but at first no one knew where you went so that was a difficult decision. so the animals and people are both mutating and developing powers and abnormalities and stuff like that  (which is one reason why i like this book so much cuz genetic mutation makes a super interesting sci fi story) and they call the dome the FAYZ (fallout alley youth zone) but its mostly about this boy sam and his girlfriend astrid and they have to put in place a government and organize all the kids and plan all this stuff. astrids little brother pete, who is autistic, probably had something to do with it all and he may have caused it but they dont know how. but anyway so the bullies are beating up kids, people are starving, theres no food or water or electricity or wifi or anything and they have to figure out 1) why everyone is mutating 2) how to stay alive with all the stuff happening 3) how to feed like 600 kids who dont want to work 4) what did little pete have to do with it 5) how do they get out 6) why did it happen in the first place and probably lots more stuff. 

but anyway i am going to make this helpful little list here of names and what power they have.

• Sam can shoot beams of light out of his palms
• Caine - telekinesis
• Lana can heal any wound 
• Brianna can run super fast like speed-of-a-bullet fast
• Taylor can teleport
• Diana can read peoples powers to see how powerful they are
• Dekka can turn gravity on or off
• Bug can camouflage with his environment like a chameleon 
• Hunter can like direct heat and concentrate it in one place 
• andrew can like shoot shock waves from his hands that break concrete and stuff
• Computer Jack has super strength 
• astrid can like view peoples importance ?? i dont really understand her power 
• Orsay can view peoples dreams 
• Brittney can regenerate so shes like incapable of dying 
• Duck can control his density so like he can float in air or sink in water if he wants 
• Emily can do what taylor does but she can take people with her 
• Penny can create illusions and make people see things that arent really there
• Jill can sing and her voice is supposed to distract you and when she tells you to do something youre going to do it 
• and then little pete and gaia have most of these but to a much greater extent  

and yeah so caine and all the kids from coates academy want to rule over everyone but likea dictatorship so sam has to battle him and

SPOILERS

sam and caine are brothers *gasp* but anyway yeah. so thats basically what happens. 

Favorite Character: 

hey look i started a new section and thats cuz there are some characters that youre so incredibly in love with that itS NOT FAIR WHY ARENT THEY REAL 

but anwyay i guess it would be edilio because hes misunderstood and hes sad inside and hes so considerate and nice and people are so mean to him and awwww and also hes hilarious and also hes gay which only makes me love him more 

My overall opinion:

10/10 but you have to be okay with blood and guts so yeah. 

it was super amazing and its so interesting and the story is unique and complicated and addicting and its amazing like asdfghjkl; and like i said genetic mutation is super interesting so yeah and the characters are well developed bUT MOST OF THEM DIE SO IT DOESNT EVEN MATTER (like trust me veronica, joanne, suzanne, rick, and all the other authors i complain about look like saints compared to this guy) but its amazing like its well written and interesting and action - y and it has some romance but its not forced or like drowning in it or anything. the ending of the series bothered me a little but it was like the characters bothered me and they did what they should have done and what they would have done in that situation but like they were annoyyiinnggg. it was expected of them but it still annoyed me so i wasnt annoyed at michael grant (like i was annoyed at veronica at the end of allegiant when she tried to make tobias and christina a thing i was lIKE STAHP IT UGH) but what happens is that all the parents just assume theyre going to be emotionally and mentally okay after having dealt with that for months and killed so many people and seen so much terrible stuff like i was not okay after reading about it imagine having to ACTUALLY BE PART OF IT WUIEKFJDS. 

and heres the cover (i would have posted a picture of mine but i left it in my locker so too bad youre stuck with an image from google)

but this is a pretty cool thing that someone made and this is all the books:

but anyway i have some questions for you that are actually pretty interesting to think about and they areeee:

• if you could have any of these powers which one would you want
• if you were in sam or astrids or edilios or alberts situation and you turned 15 would you leave or stay (bc like you feel some responsibility to help all the people who arent so fortunate that they can leave but at the same time the FAYZ is horrible and you want to leave)

Every Day by David Levithan

so basically i read this book like a long time ago and it was really good but no one else likes it but i did so im just gonna blog about it anyway because i dont really care

summary:

so basically its about this person (soul??? spirit??? im not really sure) but they dont have a body, so they wake up in a different body every day. and basically its about like he (im just gonna call him he because the main part of the story is when hes a guy but sometimes hes a girl too and yeah) meets this girl rhiannon once when hes in her boyfriend justins body but her boyfriend is kind of a crappy boyfriend and he yells and hits her and stuff but he wasnt always like that but he is now so anyway then he is really nice to her and then he feels bad because he knows justin wont be a good boyfriend and shell get her hopes up that hes changed so later on he decides to tell her the truth and then she tries to be in a relationship with him but it doesnt work so then he just like runs away and every day of his entire life from now on hes just gonna keep traveling in one direction with no regard for the persons life what so ever

theres nothing else to write except my overall opinion sooooooooooooooo

my overall opinion: 

8/10 it was reeaallyy good but the story was eh and i didnt like how it ended and i  thought he sHOULD HAVE ENDED UP WITH RHIANNON BECAUSE SHE IS SOO CUTE AND JUSTIN WAS A JERRRKKK. but it was incrediibllyy well written i loved it. it was like super deep and stuff but like while the story was original and it was interesting i feel like he could have done a lot more with it than what he did in the book. i really like the concept of the story though. and also like how can he just ignore everything in everyones lives and just run away and the next morning leave them to wake up hundreds of miles from their house with no idea how they got there like THAT IS NOT NICE NO YOU CANNOT DO THAT. i feel like he should have just continued to try and make their lives as normal as possible without making it harder for himself to let go and yeah. also i think he should have given us more chapters in other peoples lives because i found that more interesting than the actual plot itself.


and heres the cover:

i saw this on tumblr

i literally had to stop and re evaluate my entire life ohmygosh

                                                          

some of my favorite quotes

okay so there are some incredibly genius people in the world and some of them get famous and they get their words framed on walls and repeated over and over and over and usually that happens for a reason (that reason being that those words are kind of perfect descriptions of something or they have some deep metaphorical meaning or something along those lines) and a lot of those quotes are about reading because reading has existed for a very long time and so people talk about it a lot and generally it is socially acceptable for famous people to say good things about books and a lot of the time those words about are said by people who write books too and anyway enough rambling (im not even 100% sure that what im writing makes sense because im listening to music (if anyone cares its The Best Day by Taylor Swift) while iim writing this so please excuse any errors, grammatical or otherwise.

so anyway this is a list of just a few amazingly geniusly accurate or beautiful quotes said by famous people

*side note* im like 3896% sure that there are other equally genius things said by not famous people that no one knows because said person is not famous and that is tragic but theres nothing we can do about it so oh well.

anyway back to the list.

“A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies, said Jojen. The man who never reads lives only one.”
― George R.R. Martin, A Dance with Dragons

(yes this is the one in my side bar too)

“You're never alone when you're reading a book.”
― Susan Wiggs

“Maybe this is why we read, and why in moments of darkness we return to books: to find words for what we already know.”
― Alberto Manguel, A Reading Diary: A Passionate Reader's Reflections on a Year of Books

“I go back to the reading room, where I sink down in the sofa and into the world of The Arabian Nights. Slowly, like a movie fadeout, the real world evaporates. I'm alone, inside the world of the story. My favourite feeling in the world.”
― Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

“But, how do you know if an ending is truly good for the characters unless you've traveled with them through every page?”
― Shannon Hale, Midnight in Austenland

“Maybe reading was just a way to make her feel less alone, to keep her company. When you read something you are stopped, the moment is stayed, you can sometimes be there more fully than you can in your real life.”
― Helen Humphreys, Coventry

“I see all of us reading ourselves away from ourselves, straining in circles of light to find more light until the line of words becomes a trail of crumbs that we follow across a page of fresh snow...”
― Billy Collins, Sailing Alone Around the Room: New and Selected Poems

“Sometimes, you read a book and it fills you with this weird evangelical zeal, and you become convinced that the shattered world will never be put back together unless and until all living humans read the book…… And then there are books like An Imperial Affliction, which you can’t tell people about, books so special and rare and yours that advertising your affection feels like a betrayal.”
 -John Green, The Fault In Our Stars

“So many books, so little time.”
― Frank Zappa

“Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten.”
― Neil Gaiman, Coraline

“If one cannot enjoy reading a book over and over again, there is no use in reading it at all.”
― Oscar Wilde

“There is no friend as loyal as a book.”
― Ernest Hemingway

“What really knocks me out is a book that, when you're all done reading it, you wish the author that wrote it was a terrific friend of yours and you could call him up on the phone whenever you felt like it. That doesn't happen much, though.”
― J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye

“Books are the ultimate Dumpees: put them down and they’ll wait for you forever; pay attention to them and they always love you back.”
― John Green, An Abundance of Katherines

Literature is my Utopia. Here I am not disenfranchised. No barrier of the senses shuts me out from the sweet, gracious discourses of my book friends. They talk to me without embarrassment or awkwardness.
Helen Keller

Whenever you read a good book, somewhere in the world a door opens to allow in more light.

–Vera Nazarian


A good novel tells us the truth about its hero; but a bad novel tells us the truth about its author.

–G.K. Chesterton

A book is a version of the world. If you do not like it, ignore it or offer your own version in return.

–Salman Rushdie

In a good book the best is between the lines.

–Swedish Proverb

A book is the only place in which you can examine a fragile thought without breaking it.

–Edward P. Morgan

All good books are alike in that they are truer than if they had really happened and after you are finished reading one you will feel that all that happened to you and afterwards it all belongs to you: the good and the bad, the ecstasy, the remorse and sorrow, the people and the places and how the weather was.

–Ernest Hemingway

Books support us in our solitude and keep us from being a burden to ourselves.

–Jeremy Collier

Where is human nature so weak as in the bookstore?

–Henry Ward Beecher

That is a good book which is opened with expectation and closed with profit.

–Amos Bronson Alcott

A great book should leave you with many experiences, and slightly exhausted at the end. You live several lives while reading.

–William Styron

There are worse crimes than burning books. One of them is not reading them.

–Joseph Brodsky

You know you’ve read a good book when you turn the last page and feel a little as if you have lost a friend.

–Paul Sweeney

Every reader finds himself. The writer’s work is merely a kind of optical instrument that makes it possible for the reader to discern what, without this book, he would perhaps never have seen in himself.

– Marcel Proust

No book is really worth reading at the age of ten which is not equally – and often far more – worth reading at the age of fifty and beyond.

–C.S. Lewis

A man may as well expect to grow stronger by always eating as wiser by always reading.

–Jeremy Collier

It’s not just the books under fire now that worry me. It is the books that will never be written. The books that will never be read. And all due to the fear of censorship. As always, young readers will be the real losers.

–Judy Blume

If there is a book that you want to read, but it hasn’t been written yet, you must be the one to write it.

–Toni Morrison
(COUGH FANFICTION COUGH COUGH)

A good book has no ending.

–R.D. Cumming

There is something about words. In expert hands, manipulated deftly, they take you prisoner. Wind themselves around your limbs like spider silk, and when you are so enthralled you cannot move, they pierce your skin, enter your blood, numb your thoughts. Inside you they work magic.
- Diane Setterfield, The Thirteenth Tale

and a personal favorite:
The books that the world calls immoral are books that show the world its own shame.

–Oscar Wilde

and since i want a picture and also because i love disney and also because belle is the best princess ever:

^accurate. see belle understands us fangirls.

hashtag throwback thursday

sooooooooooooooooooooooo today in honor of throwback thursday (which i know is tomorrow but im posting it today because theres no time like the present and ill probably forget about it by tomorrow and im also avoiding studying for my physics test) im going to be talking about some books that literally were my entire childhood (no im not a child anymore ive seen read too many people characters i love die for me to still be a child) and yeah i loved these books so much omg and theyre not necessarily "kid" books but they're just books i read a long time ago and yeah so here you go

1. Harry Potter gets a place on this list because i read it in the second grade and i loved it so much but then i re read it in the 6th grade and thats when i started really fangirling over it but i still fangirled in 2nd grade but i didnt really know how to fangirl or what a fangirl was but i loved the books anyway 
2. Percy Jackson because i read the lightning thief in 3rd grade and i loved it with my entire soul and ive read all the books so many times and i love them so much but like harry potter i didnt understand the true geniusness ingenuity of the author until like 6th grade because i was a child and i did not understand and i also was not capable of shipping (even though i shipped ronmione in second grade and i threw the book across the room when krum asked hermione to the dance thingy in the goblet of fire but i am talking about the wrong book right now so) 
3. Warriors by Erin Hunter (thats a pseudonym by the way its actually like 4 authors but the main one is victoria holmes) ohmygosh i loved these books so much its not even funny i think this was the first thing i officially fangirled over and i knew all the characters names and everything and i shipped them and i memorized literally every book and i had all the special editions and i preordered the books like months before they came out and once i dragged my mom to changing hands bookstore at like 10 pm on a weekday to meet victoria holmes and she signed 3 of my books and it was awesome and so anyway these books are basically about these cats that live in a forest and they live in clans and theres all these prophecies and secret plans to kill other cats and it was awesome i still reread these books and they are perfect theres like 40 books but omfg 
4. the penderwicks series was so funny omg i loved those books basically its about 4 sisters and they do a bunch of stupid things 
5. Children of the lamp series - i dont really remember much about it but it was good
6. may bird series - i only remember that it was sERIOUSLY THE CREEPIEST JF BOOK I HAVE EVER READ LIKE IT GAVE ME NIGHTMARES AND IT WAS SO SCARY OHMYGOSH
7. a little princess because it was good okay dont judge me i read old books too. 
8. matilda because ROALD DAHL
9. little women because feminism 
10. the mysterious benedict society because it was super cool okay
11. inkheart but it got really confusing at the end
12. enid blyton (like all of her books) but shes british and no one knows her except usha and naina
13. little house on the praire- i read allllll the boooks and i think reading those taught me the meaning of patience because the library neevverr had all of them and yeah

and theres probably a lot more (i read a lot when i was little too) but since i can't remember any of them this is all you get today. 

^look its matilda 

Allegiant, by Veronica Roth, Divergent Book 3

okay so allegiant came out last week and i read it (even thought some peole cough +Ryanna C. cough cough spoiled the enTIRE BOOK FOR ME) and lets just say my tears could have filled MULTIPLE swimming pools. anyway this entire post will be a spoiler (thats why i waited so long to do this review) (jk i was actually just lazy but whatever because it worked out well anyway) so if you havent read the book dont read past the background info.

Background Info:

so basically where insurgent left off was that they watched the video of Edith Prior telling them that they were all part of a big experiment and now that there were enough divergent they needed to come save the outside world from humanity itself. but before all of that, a loooott of very complicated stuff happens involving numerous lies (cough cough tRIS cough cough cough) (why would you do that to poor tobias ALL HE EVER WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO BE HONEST WITH HIM COME ONE ARE YOU SERIOUS) but basically riGHT AFTER FOUR TELLS HER SHES BEING RECKLESS WITH HER LIFE, GUESS WHAT SHE DOES? YUP THATS RIGHT. SHE GOES AND GIVES HERSELF UP TO THE ERUDITE (yeah tris really started to bother me in this book but its okay because she was going through a lot) and she finds out that Caleb was working for Jeanine (like really caleb????? WHYYYY??!?!?!?!) but after that, the dauntless ally with the factionless, but then tris talks to marcus, who tells her that her parents died for some information that Erudite would do anything to keep hidden, and like the stupid little girl she is  she agrees to work with him without eVEN TELLING FOUR NEVER MIND THAT MARCUS IS FOUR'S ABUSIVE FATHER WHO ALSO HAPPENS TO BE THE VERY REASON THAT FOUR LEFT ABNEGATION. (as you might imagine that didnt go down very well with four) but they go to erudite, tori kills jeanine, and they expose the information (that is the video of edith prior) 

Ship update: (yay its been a while since ive done one of these)

• well first and foremost there's Fourtris which i ship with evERY MOLECULE IN MY ENTIRE BODY AND I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP (oh wait i aLREADY DID) (wonderful im crying all over my laptop now) but they're going through some troubles right now because trIS JUST CANNOT BE HONEST WITH FOUR AND I DONT UNDERSTAND TRIS WHY (i mean it was necessary but stillll the emotional pain) but they still love each other very much so its okay theyll work it out (or wiLL THEY) 
• Will and christina - hhahahahahahahhah jk will is DEAD CUZ TRIS KILLED HIM what who's crying im not crying or anything 
• Uriah and Marlene - hahahaHAHAHHAHAHAHAH *forced laughter* guess what marlene is ALSO DEAD (and guess what happens in allegiant you'll never guess)
• Zeke and Shauna - she's paralyzed from the waist down but zeke still loves her and they're still together 
• evelyn and marcus - hahahahahahahahahahah *starts singing taylor swift* WEEEE ARE NEVER EVER EVERRRR GETTING BACK TOGETHER (why did i even include them no one ships them)

DONT READ BEYOND THIS POINT IF YOU'RE PLANNING ON READING THE BOOK OKAY DONT SAY I DIDNT WARN YOU YOU'RE GOING TO REGRET IT I SWEAR 

             

Deaths: (ive never had to do one of these but veronica roth is just so cruel and she kills sO MANY PEOPLE SWEET JESUS) so i made a list of people who die (just in this book) 

• Tori - she's shot while they're escaping to the outside and the moST HEARTBREAKING THING IS THAT GEORGE (HER BROTHER WHO SHE ALWAYS THOUGHT WAS DEAD) WAS WAITING FOR HER OUTSIDE AND SHE DIED WITHOUT EVER KNOWING HE WAS ACTUALLY ALIVE AND HE NEVER SAW HER ASDFGHJKL; 
• Uriah - he was killed when four allied with this irritating little girl named Nita and she tried to steal some serum from them but four didnt know that what nita was doing was bad but tris did and she tried tO TELL HIM BUT GOSH DIDDLY DARN IT FOUR WHY COULDNT YOU HAVE JUST LISTENED TO HER but aside from that i cried so hard for uriah he was my favorite i loved him so much asdfghjkl but now he's reunited with marlene *breaks down sobbing* 
• im prettty sure more people die but they're insignificant 
• wait for it
• drumroll please
• annddd the final death is:
• TRIS
• *pindrop silence*
• i kid you not
• yes veronica roth ACTUALLY KILLED TRIS
• YUP
• i cried so so so so so so so hard for this not only for tris but also becausE TOBIAS MY POOR POOR TOBIAS WHAT IS HE GOING TO DO THEY LOVED EACH OTHER SO MUCH SHE WAS EVERYTHING TO HIM AND THEY HAD SO MANY UPS AND DOWNS AND I CANNOT THEY WERE SO PERFECT UGGGHHHH WHY DOES SHE DIE 

so that's pretty much it if you want a summary of allegiant then go here because this post is getting too long already. 

My overall opinion:

i can't even rate this book out of ten because half of me wants to say -29137491203784610827346/10 and the other half wants to say 29137491203784610827346/10. it was amazingly well written (as always) and i loved how four and tris both got perspectives and it was so complicated and beautiful and then of course fourtris was a huge part of the book (but of course she had to do that because of her wonderful surprise ending because that's what authors do they play with your emotions, make you laugh and cry and smile for their characters, they get your hopes up, and then theY SMASH THEM ON THE GROUND (SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST)  but the ending was, in its own way, perfect because i swear NO ONE expected it to happen like at all and (if it hadnt been spoiled for me -_-) i wouldnt have believed it at first because whO KILS THEIR MAIN CHARACTER EVEN RICK RIORDAN, JK ROWLING, AND SUZANNE COLLINS DIDNT DO THAT.  but i cried so much in this book and itS JUST NOT FAIR WHY CAN'T SHE LET THEM BE HAPPY THEY WENT THROUGH SO MUCH  and idk they were never perfect, and they fought more than any OTP i've ever had but they loved each other (that was a reference to this book by the way) and after all of the stuff they had to go through its nOT FAIR THAT THEY COULDN'T EVEN BE HAPPY TOGETHER THEY DESERVED IT. and all the fighting and making up and promises that they had all led up to THIS AND WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY. and also towards the end, after tris dies, veronica was subtly trying to make christina and tobias a thing and i saw it and i was like nope nope nope nOPE NOPENOPENOPENOPE THATS NOT HAPPENING THAT'S NEVER HAPPENING IT CAN'T HAPPEN I WONT LET IT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN because Four and Tris and Will and Christina were fine together but you cannot just kill half of each ship and then shove them together it DOESNT WORK LIKE THAT and i never shipped it i will never shipped it its like my anti OTP and i do not ship them one bit not at all its not fair she can't just smash our hopes and dreams for fourtris and then oN TOP OF THAT TRY AND PUT FOUR WITH CHRISTINA THAT IS BEYOND HEARTLESS. 

so that pretty much it




and here's a picture of the cover (it's really really pretty isnt it)